I seriously feel like I can’t do this anymore. Having two babies at once is too hard for me. Mentally, physically, emotionally, I’m not strong enough. I don’t even think they like me. They hardly ever smile or laugh at me. I do everything to make them happy and they still cry 24/7. I’m trying my best but it’s just so hard. Why did I have to have twins? I love them so much but lately it feels like they’re never happy, never content no matter what I do. I can’t get them on the same schedule either they never want to nap at the same time so I never get a break. Nap time is always a struggle because they fight sleep and will scream and scream and scream and wake each other up.

I’m the most horrible mother for feeling like this. Other women struggling with loss or infertility would love to have my struggles and here I am complaining wanting to give up. They’re only 4 months old I’m so pitiful. I don’t know what to do…