Hi ladies,

I have just turned 45 and have been TTC for 3 years…

I have tried Clomid, had my tubes flushed twice and prayed for a miracle but no luck as yet.

I just found out that my brothers girlfriend is pregnant and I don’t know how to deal with this. The emotions I am going through is awful, I understand it’s a special time for them and my parents as they will now have there dream of becoming grandparents but I can’t stop

Crying!

Is this normal and how can I get through this without looking like those worst sister in the world!