Just an ugly evap !

​There really is nothing like getting your hopes up thinking it's your month , thinking for sure there's going to be two beautiful pink lines . Only to see one pink line and then "wait is that a line" took the test apart only to see a very ugly white line . AF is due tomorrow . If she decides to show up that is . I've had a crazy cycle for the past 8 months . I don't wanna quit breast feeding quite yet . Since I'm doing it exclusively .. (And still doing night feedings ) it's going to be really hard to get pregnant . I don't wanna have to go through the whole "getting my hopes up " when I know in the back of my head it's probably not true . So I'm just gonna take a break for about a month or two . However long it takes to start my cycle again . But good luck to all of you :))