This morning I took my last test , not for forever but just for a little while . I thought surely this was my month . I had already thought of the cute way to tell my husband . I examined the test in two different lightings. Nothing just another evap line . But as I was waiting the three long minutes . I couldn't help but realize I already have my success story . It may not be complete , just starting out rather . I still have plenty of time to bring another life into this world . After all I just turned 19. So why am I trying to rush it ? I keep asking myself this . But no answer is coming to mind so I pulled out my bible and I came across Ecclesiastes 8:6  and I now know without a shadow of a doubt that when it's the right time god will bless our lives with another bundle of joy . But until that day comes I'm going to hold my baby boy close , they don't stay little forever . He's growing so fast , too fast . But he's my success story ​