TTC and looking forward to AF!?!?

Louise • 31, Western Australia DD-👧🏼 23.12.14 👼🏼👼🏼 DS-🧒🏼 11.04.17 little surprise-👶🏼 (due)24.05.19
Im in the TWW but if I'm completely honest I'm kind if looking forward to AF arriving. I went off the pill in February after 10years of using it and getting AF will just cement for me that my body is back to normal and doing what it is supposed to do... Anyone else feel this way or wait til after first AF to start 'Actively Trying'??