I could sit here and edit the picture , walk in and out of natural lighting and think I see a line all day but the cold hard truth is .. It's negative ! It's so frustrating .. We have only been trying a little less then two months . And to be honest ladies .. I think "were just not gonna try" were just going to BD all the time .. I'm not going to get myself so worked up for 14 days to only get a negative  . It happened with baby number one so it'll happen again . I'm not very patient .. I'm so ready for my bfp that I can see it in my dreams , I'm having dreams about labor. It's all I think about .. Everyone I know is getting pregnant and while I congratulate them in the inside I feel the raging ball of jealousy . But then I remember the story of Sarah and what god says about jealousy in the bible . And I change my attitude . But its really discouraging . And the strength from you girls , my family and my wonderful Heavenly Father is outstanding . Were all on the journey together .. It lets me know I'm not alone .