Period after 5 years

I just started my period:( I am so sad but excited at the same time because now I can actually start trying to concieve more proactively. I actually went to the ER because of how bad my cramps were. I thought I had a cyst that was bursting and I was even bent over in pain crying. At least I can start tracking more, and we won't be shooting in the dark anymore. So there is a bright side but I still am sad:( I really thought I was pregnant this time