Scared to test

Serena • Soon to be first time mom. Trying for our little "Caramel Macchiato" Harris. TTC#1
I'm 9DPO and I'm experiencing AF like cramps on and off (normally I would cramp when AF actually starts) nipple pains (I'm heavy chested so I'm not experiencing a lot of pain in boobs. I've been having headaches and before this post I've pretty much threw up all my dinner. I'm praying for my &yours) BFPs. I have my FRER but I'm scared to get a negative. Maybe I'll wait til the weekend is over. Fx