Small Failures

After 13 months of TTC, the smaller unrelated failures really start to feel personal. My husband and I had a situation a few weeks ago where we had a puppy all lined up to buy, but then the woman who owned her sold her to someone else right out from under our noses. Then last week we found a perfect little puppy. The lady guaranteed her to us and I was supposed to pick her up today. When I went to the bank to cash my check, they told me that I hadn't built up enough trust with the bank yet and I had to deposit all the money, and I can't touch it until tomorrow. So I called the lady with the puppy and she said that she had promised the puppy to someone else already! My hormones took over and I just sat there and cried. Sometimes it feels like nothing goes right!