Does this make me a horrible person?

Last month after an unplanned pregnancy ending in a misscarrige at 6 wks today I found out my bestfriend is pregnant & I am almost mad at her for even telling me , not that I'm not happy for her. Even with my pregnancy being unplanned I still was so excited to be a mommy and haves baby , I just don't understand how the odds could just be so against me , with having a miscarrige and then fiding out my bestfriend is pregnant. :(