Petrified of seeing Red

Florence • Expecting baby #1 Dec 23!
I'm about 6 weeks along, super excited after having a MC last year. I knew I would be anxious this time after what happened last time, but feel like I am doing a good job keeping the anxiety in order for the most part. What will be, will be. But I still check for blood EVERY time I go to the bathroom, which is quite frequently these days. Anyone else do this ALL THE TIME? I'm hoping the compulsion will pass...