Am i going crazy!?!?

Cassi • Momma of Four Graci 5-7-15 Graeson 9-7-16 Gabriel 8-6-19 and Gwendolynn 6-20-22! Angel Momma.
I was sooo hopeful for this month like i knew it was my month, i am now 1dpo and that feeling is gone!!!! Like idk i feel like crap like theres no hope this month!!! I just had my first temp spike to indicate i O'd i just feel worthless today i also used the Smep and conceive easy and preseed even fertility bracelets!!!?!? Idk what to do or think anymore?!?!?!