It's O time and just not in the mood!

Laura • I am 34 and have a 2 & 3yr old. DH and I struggled with infertility for several years and had a successful IVF with DD.
I hope I'm not the only one but TTC almost feels like it's put a damper in the bedroom. It's almost my fertile time and I am just not in the mood! I sometimes feel what's the point it won't happen then there's the other part of me constantly saying what if! This whole TTC is a bag full of emotions sometimes!!