What were your hormones before bfp?

Today I am 9dpo. Last weekend I was incredibly emotional and my hormones were back and forth. I was more moody then than I've been in months. I'd be angry then sad then happy then depressed all back to back. However, yesterday and today I am feeling so good! I'm feeling happy and awake and yes I'm still having symptoms (which I pray is a bfp when I test this weekend) but I was wondering if when they say "your hormone levels will rise if you conceived, and level out if you didn't" does that mean you will feel more moody/emotional if you conceived? Or would you feel happy/normal? Just curious :) thank you. I have a feeling I am prego (tons of symptoms) but I hope it's not wishful