A negative AGAIN

Jasnene • Madly in love with my best friend TTC #1 #month4
So yesterday I took a test and it came up negative  so I have decided I'm not going to TTC anymore not feeling to chipper today I hate major let down and that's what I keep getting so as of today no more TTC for me I feel terrible because my DH wanted this soo bad and I tried soo hard to give him want he so badly wanted :/ I feel soo broken.