14 DPO BFN :( feeling sad.

I'm 14 DPO today and got a BFN this morning. And I'm just really sad. My temp did a second spike to a triphasic looking pattern on 11-12 DPO accompanied by feeling really sick and feverish all day on 12. On 13 my temp dropped to the cover line so I expected AF but she didn't show. I wasn't going to test and just wait for AF but this morning my temp rose back up so I couldn't resist the urge to test and it was a BFN. At this point if AF is going to come, I wish she would just come. I'm just frustrated and disappointed right now and wanting this cycle to be over. :( anyone else?