I'm so up and down

Brandi-lea • Khaleesi-May Dizney Van Vliet - my precious daughter born on 23.6.15 👶🏼🌸
I'm very impatient. I'm only on CD10 and already I just want this cycle to hurry up so I can start testing! I took an opk today which was negative and my fertile window is 8th may - 13th may. I'm hoping that I get a pos opk as this is first time using them and I can see if I actually ovulate. No sign if EWCM since I started glow but I got it a long while ago before I was ttc as I remember it being thick stretchy and wet like egg whites. I'm hoping I get a pos opk then I can start bding ! And the hopefully I will get my bfp this month! 
​One minute I feel so positive and the next I feel so impatient like I don't sang to try anymore! 
​This is my ladt month tracking. I'm using opk's, bbt , cm checking cervix checking and smep! If it doesn't work this month I will just baby dance every other day and use pre seed and opk's! Hopefully it will work if i don't get my bfp this month! 
​11th cycle ttc.
​4th cycle on glow.