I feel guilty.:(

My best friend just found out she's pregnant this morning. She's been trying for 10 months. I'm so excited for I could burst, but a piece of me is sad. I was hoping it was my turn this month too. This will be her first baby. Hubby and I are trying for my number 3, his number 2 and have been for 7 months. Starting to lose hope. Why cat I just be happy for my friend? I don't want to feel this way.:(