Guilt.

Our friends had a gender reveal party yesterday and I decided not to go. I told my husband that I didn't know if I could handle it. ( I just got af again). He acted fine with it but then made me feel guilty when he got home. Said things like he wishes I was being a supportive friend. How can I make my husband understand how badly I hurt? I've seen a good friend and now these friends go through their whole pregnancy. He says he understands but obviously doesn't. Tips on this? Anyone else experience anything similar?