Argh bad day :(

Had my mirena out last June,this is month 11 ttc af is due next week. Just having one of those days where I feel like it's happening to everybody but me & feel like it's never going to happen ? I've know I ovulate & dr doesn't seem too concerned about me or DH. I've got hospital Thursday for a colposcopy but I think that will all be okay fingers crossed?. Just didn't think it would take this long:( & now just feeling like I'll never get pregnant!! Anyone else who's still ttc or anyone who's had their BFP feel like this?