An ovary with pearls

Devin • Married! One daughter by adoption! I have PCOS, mtfhr DNA mutation, and hyperinsulinamia. I believe in prayer!!
Ugh. Another day of waiting. We all do it. Hoping. Wishing. Praying. Beging. Pleading. JUST ONCE we tell ourselfs.
​Cycles are too long so we take these fancy pills that are suppose to make miracles happen and well.... That miracle didn't come true. Shots. Sonograms. Prescriptions. Tons of money. Fertility centers. Church prayer groups. 
​No one will ever understand what we go though and even when we are in groups like these, we still feel alone! 
​Will this ever happen? Am I even a woman anymore?
​Why did this happen to me?
​All we are, are women that have ovaries with pearls.