VENT!

EVERYONE! I mean everyone is having babies! Just found out another friend is having not one but two babies. But now this one gutted me hardcore just found out my ex who abused me and tried to stab me with a butchers knife the one I moved to a different town for who was cheating on me the entire time with his ex and his friend who is now his gf of probably a year now. Yep you guessed it they are having a baby. I had this wierd gut feeling to stalk there FB's (which I haven't done since the start of them moving and dating) I haven't let myself cry yet because my partner will be home for lunch soon but I'm so so gutted and exhausted this is bullshit why me! I'm having no luck getting pregnant at all and I'm still waiting for a surgery I've been at the top of a list for 2months now