Am I nuts? Is TTC making me loopy?

so I am a very impatient person. I have paid a phsycic 100 dollars for a 1 question reading. of course after I had a tubal reversal recently I will be asking if and when I will have another baby. I paid another lady 10 dollars for the same thing but im not sure how good she is. the lady I paid 100 for I have been following for quite a while and she seems pretty fantastic and accurate. am I nuts?? hahah