Counseling...

When you hear someone is going to couseling, what is the first thing you think? I have this fear that most people think the person must be a nutjob. Idk why especially sense I think it's fantastic that people do it but when it comes to me it's a whole nother story. I've always been a strong willed person and don't believe in medicTions (again for me) and think doctors are stupid (for me) I can't help it it's just how my mind works. But dealing with the anxiety of losing my dad to cancer which of course had no cure, ( and basically why I hate doctors because no one could figure it out) I can't handle it anymore. I don't want meds. I tried and I was so much worse but now that I'm pregnant the mix of hormones and anxiety is really messing with me. I don't like my daughter seeing me having a panic attack over stupid stuff and I'm to the point where it seems I have no choice in the matter anymore. So am I doing the right thing or am I just crazy?