Cervical Cancer
I'm 24 TTC #2. I was diagnosed with stage one cervical cancer last year. The difference with my type is it has no HPV virus and was not caused by the HPV virus. This happens to every 1 n 100,000 women diagnosed with cervical cancer. I have gone through multiple colposcopy and biopsies. My doctors told me at my last biopsie procedure that I have a less than 10% chance to conceive a child. If I were to concieve I would be high risk the whole pregnancy and if I did carry full term I might not make it through child birth bc I would bleed out. My DH and I were/are devistated. We always talked about having one of our own, but when they told us that we have less than 10% of conceiving it tore me apart and honestly still does. We both have a child from previous relationships but nun together. Last month I once again had to go back to my Obgyn for my usual 6 month check up. My cervical cancer is gone. I still only have a 10% in conceiving. Currently we have been TTC for 2 months. I am trying not to feel so down and depressed cuz I know it can effect fertility, but my fertility has been effected for a year. Now days when AF comes knocking I break down. I get so upset at myself cuz I know I'm broken and it kills me at the end of every month. My DH is very supportive and loves me reguardless if we have one together or not. It just sucks big time when everyone around me is Prego an I'm just like hey I wish that was me :'(
just needed to vent this is always on my mind
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