Cancer survivor trying to concieve

Hello I'm Annette. I was diagnosed with cancer in August 2013 and started chemo. In October 2013 I fell pregnant and all was well. I stopped my chemo with fear to harm to baby. On 21st December I was rushed to hospital with pain I was taken into theatre and woke up in intensive care I had a ruptured ectopic pregnant at 10 weeks no signs nothing... I had a 4 litre blood transfusion and septicaemia. After knowing I lost my baby I continued my chemo, which saved my life by a fraction. If my pregnancy would have continued I would have died of cancer but my baby died which means I am here. I had councilling for losing the baby I didn't care about the cancer I just yearned for my baby. I guess everything happens for a reason.