want to cry...

my best friend and I have both been ttc. I have been trying longer but she had a issue with ovulation since her first daughter. she text me a picture last night of two bfp tests. they were both very obvious. I'm very happy for her. I love her too death and her daughter and husband. but I can't help feeling jealous and sad at the same time. I don't want her to catch those feeling especially if she is worried about me and her being a high risk pregnancy. we wanted to both be pregnant around the same time so we can have our own support system between her and I, any ideas on how to get over all that.