I hope nothing is wrong with me

 We'll it's CD 1 once again . I can't help but feel like something is wrong with me . I had my first postpartum period January 30th .. My next one was march 17th , and then again April 30th and today June 18th . I'm Breast feeding still , not as much anymore because LO is 11 months and eats three meals a day . I had really watery cm which I assume is fertile but that was over a month ago , I guess I'm not ovulating yet ! I just don't understand how I can have a period but not be ovulating ! Maybe I'm going to be one that has to wean before I see the return of fertility , which I didn't want to do . Please someone tell me this is normal ! I had a very regular period every 28 days and got EWCM before . I feel like my body hates me :/-