Losing my sh@%!!

Took a preg test today... Glow said to wait one more day but I am using first response.. Any way BFN.. I get that it might not be over for this month but I just want to scream.. I am SO OVER THIS. We started ttc math last year, two miscarriages later and we've been now ttc 3 month now.. Might not sound long but it's been over 12 months of being "in the game" and I don't want to wait any longer. This SUCKS!