Best friend is pregnant?

Krystin • Im 19 happily married with our first baby boy due in april!
So I'm going on month 7 and my friend jut got of bc that was in her arm for like 2 months now and she just told me she pregnant(: in over joyed with happiness for her. She sent me her Bfp cuz I didn't belive her...it was the first time over seen a Bfp...and it wasn't my own...I'm upset and envyious but I'm still in love with the baby that's not even here I'm not bitter about it at all..it drives me to try harder(: 
​But I'll admit I'm upset? but I'm really happy I get to spoil the shit out of it and babysit so it'll due for my baby fever(: 
​I know god had a plan for me and I know I'll be a mom when he thinks I'm ready(:!!?