Feeling so hurt and need support :(
So I was a member of an online community full of women ttc and stuff and I loved the website.. But as soon as I announced this would be my last month ttc as my boyfriend had walked out I got so much abuse.
Women were calling me selfish.. Some women were even portraying it was my fault that my boyfriend had cheated and I should of pretty much new better, I got called immature and everything..
After a long time of abuse I decided to permanently disable my account. But I loved the site so much I made a separate account and pretty much changed my hole background story.
I didn't lie on purpose, I basically said everything I have been through, I just changed the dates and my age because I was getting so much unfair abuse. Well it was all going okay until someone anonymously messaged me saying they all new who I really was, telling me I'm easy and messed up in the head.
I am so upset right now. I never did that to be crazy. I made a desperate account just so people wouldn't judge me and give me the help I felt I needed as well as support, without blaming me for my boyfriend walking out. They all are calling me immature and being so hurtful towards me.
How was I supposed to know what my ex boyfriend was doing behind my back? They said I was selfish for trying to make a baby with such an awful boyfriend but I didn't know :'(
I'm so upset, the woman that messaged me even threw in at the end that she had just got her bfp so that was the last id hear from her but I was honestly absolutely distraught by all of these women being so abusive just because of what my ex boyfriend had done. I was so upset and I still am, my heart dropped and was racing as soon as I got that email :( I couldn't even imagine why some woman could be so cruel :( it really wasn't my fault at all what my ex did :( I'm so upset and venting on that site would have just led to more abuse :'(
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