AF or is it my lucky month?!?

So I'm laying down resting before work I turn on tv and 16 and pregnant is on it's at the point where there having a baby shower going through the presents and I just start tearing up like I want that so bad. I've gotten two faint positives just hoping AF doesn't show her ugly face this weekend I want it so bad I'm starting to feel crazy anybody else? Am I emotional from AF or from being pregnant oh how I wish the signs were completely different then so similar. ?