6 days late.. And scared to take a test!

Jay
So who else has been 6 days late or late at all and way to scared to test? Not ready for another let down.. :/ every time I've ever been late I always   Test and get a BFN. Or AF shows up! I don't wanna test but i had some spotting. Which I've never had before. So that makes me anxious to test. :/ who else has been there? I know I'm not alone!