Do I take offence or not?

Jacqueline • Mummy to twin boys after 2years ttc 💙💙
My dh has to hand in a sperm sample tomorrow morning. I offered countless amount if times to give him a helping hand but he says no it wouldn't feel right he'd rather watch  porn and do it himself. Is it just me that feels disgusted about it and tht he'd rather watch that then his own oh helping him?