I've decided

I've decided it's obvious I'm stressing myself out because I wanted a bfp this month so bad and that's why my AF is probably delayed. I need to just relax and not test. I know If I end up being a week late I will test just to make sure but that's it.. I won't test unless that's the case. I genuinely think i wanted it that bad because it's hit me that this was my last month ttc and and my 12th month of ttc without success. I can only learn by my mistakes of testing so early. I wish everyone the best and will update ou all if and when AF does decide to make her appearance. Good luck to everyone wishing to get their bfps and sending all my left over babydust ?