Devastated

Just found out that my youngest sister had an abortion a couple of months ago.. She is in High School... And my other little sister just out of high school is pregnant.  I am married and have been trying for 2 years almost and it won't happen for me... I feel heartbroken and like I should give up... I don't understand why it won't happen for me... Ladies if you don't mind...(and I hope this doesn't offend anyone)... Please, when you pray.., say an extra prayer for me.. I need it.  Thanks.