Cervical dysplasia

Hello! So about three years ago I found out I had cervical dysplasia due to hpv when I had several abnormal Pap smears. I also had to have cryosurgery on my cervix to remove abnormal cells. I have recently had another abnormal Pap smear, and have to have another test done. If that is abnormal, I will have to get another procedure done. I am so afraid I will get cancer, or never be able to have a child. Is anyone else going through this?