Off to get testing now

We have a beautiful son, & since dec 2013 have been trying for baby#2 without much success. Now as am over 35 have to go have tests to find out what is wrong :-( I was hoping that it didn't come to this was wishing & hoping that Bfp would be in July on cd 2 :( now. So feeling depressed about it trying not to let hubby see how much affecting me. Sorry for the rant.