So alone...

I have a doctors appointment to find out what is going on with me tomorrow. I am Cd 58. I thought I had a couple faint lines this past week and this evening I had.. Not even considered spotting after going to the bathroom. I am not sure when I ovulated because Temping was stressing me out way too much.. My SO is usually so supportive but he refuses to go to the appointment with me. He has something to do tomorrow but it could easily be moved to Friday and this is the only day my job allows me to go. I try to tell him I need him there for support and he just pipes off with the whole be positive speech. I am so frustrated and feel like I am all alone in this ttc thing right now. Sorry for the sob story... I just needed to vent and don't know where else to go... Ugh