I need a friend!

Hello! I was two days late and showing signs of pregnancy then BAM.......a BFN and I also got my period. I'm so sad I wanna cry. I can't believe my body teased me like that. I'm going into month 4 of trying and I only hope I get pregnant this time. I know we are all in the same boat and some of you have been trying longer but how do you all deal with the disappointment? I just wanna crawl into bed with a quart of ice cream (yes I really meant a quart) and eat the entire thing. I know that's not the answer but I'm having problems dealing with this as I have never had to try so hard. I guess I will just get back on the saddle. I mean that's all I can do anyway. Lots of baby dust ladies! Also, a cycle buddy would be awesome. Today is day 1 of my period.