Rant.... :/

I don't mean to sound negative but does anyone ever feel super jealous? I'm surrounded by other pregnant women at my job and I am truly happy for them but at the same time, hearing about it everyday at work just makes me get baby fever. My hubby and I have been trying since January and still no luck.  AF is due on the 15th and I've been bloated for two days and my boobs are sore. Everytime I get my hopes up over symptoms like these.... AF shows up and it hits me that maybe we aren't meant to have a child.  I just needed to let it out... In need of a pick me up :/.... We are both healthy and active individuals and I'm just lost as to why this process is so hard when everyone around us are getting pregnant by accident!! Ok, rant over :)