Venting!!!

My hubby has been gone mostly everyday since finding getting my bfp he's finally home longer than  a few hrs and all I want to do is spend time with him and talk to him he's worked over 190 hrs this past two weeks and he has such a bad attitude just pisses me off when I don't need any extra stress and he's the only thing that can cause me to lose my cool right now. A part of me is like go back to work and a part is but I miss you :/ stuck just stuck either way I feel like I'm the bad guy and I did something wrong  sorry so long