Taking a HPT tomorrow morning

Riley • 28, Married to my best friend, mommy to a happy little girl of 2, pregnant with #2 due Nov `17
So....most of you know AF came last Saturday (9th). Was devastated, as we really tried getting it right the first time. 
​Been off bc pills since January.
​My period is usually 32 days & quite on time always. and lasts usually 4 days.
​When AF came it wasnt as heavy as usual, it was more like a brown-blood like type period, and just lasted 2 days. It wasnt the period I usually get.
​Since then Ive been having period-like cramps (lightish) which is weird this time of my cycle. 
​So, my dr said to take a HPT again to make sure Im not preggo. I dont think I am.
​Tomorrow morning will be day 39 of my old cycle (IF i should be pregnant) and if not then its day 8 of my new cycle.
​Dont know what to think/feel ????