antidepressants

Is it safe to be on antidepressants whilst ttc? Unfortunately I have suffered bad depression and anxiety over the years and am on medication for it niw which really helps. I still feel a little depressed but am so much better. I tried coming off them over several months but felt so much worse so have decided to stay on them throughout whilst ttc but switch to another one if I can, as the one I'm on is supposed to have more risks than others. In an ideal world I wish I wasn't on them...I'm so scared of the risks involved :-( has anyone got sny experience of being on antidepressants throughout pregnancy?