The roller coaster that is ttc.

Kelly • Finally prego with baby #1
Dh and I have just BD'd every other day since AF left and this is my last of 2 fertile days . I'm spent , emotionally and so not ready to take on this 2ww aka 2wd . 2 week depression . I have no motivation to do my job , but I will- working w kids- whose parents are scum bags, sorry . I just don't get it . How do the crappiest ppl have children & here I am buying all this crap, taking my temps, hesitating to have a 'second cup of coffee ', when these idiots fill their kids sippy cups up w orange soda and do nothing but complain about their kids and how society doesn't give them enough money for their cigarettes and benefit cards.And to have friends say , "oh of it's meant to be ! "I. Can't.deal. 
But I'll just keep it all to myself bc god forbid the husband be pressured to dtd. 
​Seriously !!! Something has to give .?