My daughter was born at 23 wks. She lived for 3 hrs. I was single at the time. It's been about 3 months since then. I've been dating my current SO for 2 months and I have a really bad aching to try again. My problem is we're so new in our relationship, he's 16 yrs older than me, the pregnancy would be high risk and a mandatory c-section since baby girl was an emergency c-section. I'm not really sure where to go. I feel really conflicted what should I do?