Am I the only one that ....?

Am I the only one that is alittle sad/disappointed that our second is going to be a boy? I wanted a girl so bad (first is a boy). It just sucks. I feel like I'm missing out on the mother daughter bonds and the dressing up fun. I'm not sure if I want more kids because what if they're more boys? Lol just a pity party post I guess. I needed to get it off my chest.