Pregnancy all around me.

Karma • TTC #2
So I am being told almost every week it seems of people who are very very close to me who are pregnant, my sister in law, my best friends 13 year old daughter, my cousin, another good friend d of mine, a co-worker, and now my sister. All I keep hearing is (this was so unplanned, we were even trying not to get pregnant) how do you guys stay positive and not breakdown every single time you hear someone else's joy. It's getting really hard, three years ttc now and finally set an appointment for a fertility specialist, but even if it get to the point of IVF I don't know if we can afford to go that far....my insurance only covers the testing. Please please share how yiu stay positive. This hurts so bad.