Just lied again, straight to her face. She asks if my husband and I are "trying". I said no. She asks, are you still taking birth control, I say yes. I just can't let anyone know how much I am struggling and how I am not normal and how it's not going to be so easy for me.....thankful for this community where I can share my pain to those who understand.

UPDATE

I posted this back in April and had a ton of responses! I actually saw this same friend today and told her my story. She's my college roommate and not even my best of friends but I prepared myself to tell her when I saw her. She did ask again just for an update if we were thinking of trying for a baby. So I told her my story but still just said if it happens it happens...feeling kind of relieved but still not ready to tell my best friends because they have kids and we're able to get pregnant so fast! I just don't want them to know how sad or jealous I am that they have babies..

She was very understanding and actually told me how her sister in law was struggling too and was taking fertility medicine and seeing a specialist. Made me feel a little better.

Fertilaid anyone?