Cm b4 bding

Ttc 2yrs ## I never knew that cm was so important ttc I was alway self conscious on how wet I was b4 bd so I would always go clean my self prior to doing the deed!! After reading everything and learning more each day this will be my first cylce where il be wet and proud !! Maybe this is y its been so hard for me ttc !! I dont know but hoping staying wet b4 hand works !!▪_▪ !! Has it happen to any1 else or crossed their minds?? Or am I on my own on this one ??